So, yeah. Today was interesting.

I hung out with the girl I seriously think I'm love with today (don't worry, she doesn't like me back :P). And the fucking craziest thing happened. And it doesn't even sound real.

We were walking, and she says, "What would you do if I kissed you?"

Wtf. I had no idea what to say besdies "Uhh, i don't know."

"Would you let me?"
"Uhmm, yeah... I guess"

Then she wrapped her arms around me and... kissed me.
WHAT THE FUCK.

I could hardly look her in the eye.

She keeps saying that she's sorry, and that she'll explain why she is later.
Which might be... Friday? This weekend? I don't know.

I mean, I couldn't do anything. I just stood there and took it. I mean, the last second or two I kissed back, but I was just so shocked...

Shiiiiiiiiiiit. WHAT DO I DO?!

It took me about 10 minutes to figure out my password. Lmao.

Okay, so, uh, yeah. I haven't posted since November, apparently, which is a little long. Whatever, though, this is gonna be one of my last ones for a long while, I'm guessing. :P

Okay, so, lemme update you on ME. Not you, you selfish monkey, ME. :]

I've been working out a lot lately, and I'm now 183 pounds (figure that out, Brits!), and 5'8", I bench 150 now, and yada yada you don't care about that shizz.

I believe I'm in love, but I'm sure she doesn't feel the same, so I'm going to leave that be, since we're like, best friends. :D So it doesn't really bother me all that much.

I no longer believe in online relationships, because they're CREEPY AS HELL, but that's just a random thought.

This is really scattered, if you haven't noticed; deal with it.

Damn, I'm a boring person. Haha.

OH, and if someone wants to send me some money for a Guitar Hero guitar (mine just broke), that'd be fantastic.

So, uh, yeah. Kthxbai. D:

THATS MY JAM.

I seriously need to post here more, so you guys can at least know I'm alive. XD I've lost touch with EVERYONE. It's terrible, but I never remember LJ.

MYSPACE WILL WORK THOUGH :]

Oh, new bench max, btw - 120 lbs.

Omg update. O:

I have no idea what I said in the last one, so if you see anything that's been said... oh well. XD

So, school's started, and it's alright. I've just started working out again a few weeks ago. My upper body strength has got waaay better. 8D

My bench press max is 110. So yay for John. GIVE ME YAY NAO >O

kthxbai :3

So football season is officially started. Our first game wasn't in our district, so it didn't count on our district record. We lost 6-8. D: But it's okay, because our defense was killing them. Bad. XD

If I remember, I'll post up the next game's score. k? k. XD

I totally forgot I had this, no kidding. XD Okay, so, I'm guessing a lot of you are probably wondering what I've been doing lately. No? TOO BAD 4 U.

K, four days a week I've been going to school (high school, it be scary) to work out. S.A.C. (no dirty jokes plz), AKA Strength and Conditioning. We do an hour of each, and today was our first test day (Second being tomorrow, which is the last day of SAC). My weights? Well, they aren't too great:

Max Bench (Single): 85 lbs
Max Bench (Multi): 75 lbs
Max Squat (Single): 175 lbs
Max Squat (Multi): 120 lbs (WTF)

Tomorrow is Power Clean and Incline, both suck. D:

So once SAC is over, I might be on a tad more, but I'm going to sign up for a gym with my friend, so I'll be there a lot.

Oh, and I weighed 187 when I started, and now I'm 185. :D

Okay, 8th Grade Spring play is coming up. I hate it.
I did have a part (but quit and went to spots for good), but before I even quit the play, I already got replaced by the favorite. Who is a complete bitch to me.

I don't know what it is lately. The girl I like talks to me like she despises me, and I was joking around with the "favorite" saying "You suck at sweeping" and he says, "Well how about you do it? Lose some weight."

The fucker wasn't playing. >_>

So yeah, I'm pretty pissed at him, and my other friend accidentally broke my camera dancing. Funny, but still pissed.

I downloaded Sugarcult, too, and they are kick ass.

So overall I'm pretty pissed off. But some of my other friends are pretty cool and get my mind off of things.

Bleh.

Okidokee.

Getting over Jackie is not going over well. At all. I can't get my mind off of her.
I just found out the other girl likes like 3 other guys, but why do I have to be the one she likes most?! Geez!
The only thing taking my mind off of things is some clips from Employee of the Month. And if you haven't seen that movie, I reccommend you at least rent the movie.

And now I want to talk in one of those exaggeratted English accents, blame cartoons. Lmfao.

And if you send me a message anywhere except AIM, I probably won't get back to you in a long time.

John teh Sex0r
Add me

So, like I said, this isn't easy. She likes someone else, I can deal with that. Does it hurt? Yeah. But oh well. The only thing I can think of to do is win her over, and believe me, it will not be easy one single bit. Blah.

OH, and Jacob & I had a boxing match earlier. We suck, but it's all fun.

That's all for now.

~John

First off, I need to talk to you all again. :[

And man, I'm fucked up right now. Okay, if you've read my past entries, I was crazy over a girl named Jackie, now we talked on AIM and it turns out she likes someone else, and I said, "It's pointless liking you, isn't it? Since nothing can really happen." And she said "I guess." Not what I wanted. And I got my other friend liking me, and she's pretty cool and all, but I don't know if it'd work out since I might always have Jackie in the back of my head. :/

So I'm totally confused right now. Fuck.

-John

Was not great at all. I was hardly noticed, I mean, yeah, people have their girlfriends and boyfriends, but it would've been nice to at least get a "hi" from someone. My friend gave me half of his cupcake (which was hella good XD) because he didn't want it anymore, and I got a Kiss (candy... XD) from one girl, but it was a class thing. And, guess what? I didn't talk to you-know-who one bit. I had my chance, but I didn't take them. I feel terrible about it, I know I can do something, but I can't for some reason, at least not on my own, and I don't know how the hell that's gonna work.

Aside from that, good day. XDDD

Oh, and at the school we go to for French, we had a small party. Fun.